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May 21, 2008
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  • Listening to: Epik High - 사직서
  • Reading: Next- Michael Crichton
  • Playing: Guild Wars - NightFall
  • Eating: Cheese Danish
  • Drinking: Coffee. forever.
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I Want to be a Monster Hunter!  Chapter 9 -
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I've come a long way from the happy-go-lucky attitude I used to vibrate.  I was expressive, imaginative, full of emotion and young.  

I got in touch with an old friend recently.  What I was then and what I am now was something he couldn't comprehend or accept.  After repeatedly telling me that he liked the old real me better and wanted her back I started to get annoyed.  People change over time and you can't just change them back to what they were.  I probably said a few things I shouldn't have said.  In the end he said I was a bitch and can continue on being a bitch.  Even after all the insults, I didn't feel hurt, angry, guilty or sad.  I just didn't care.  

I get a lot of love from fans, love from friends, hate from enemies, spam from trolls but it all seems to knit together so I hardly ever feel anything.  I know I'm different now.  I always thought I was just getting too mature to care, but am I so unemotional and bitter that I stopped caring how my friends feel?  I hope not.

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:iconslayerofstuff:
Aww yoo have a sibling. I'm the 3rd of 4 brothers, I can't stand my wee brother, he makes a new character in almost every game over and over thinking it will make him better.
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:iconmaningreen:
Michelle your not unemotional. Despite what you may think you have feelings those of us that have had the privilage to know you and be around you have seen them. Your friend was wrong to want you back to what you used to be. I think if you went back 5 years ago everyone was different we all had alot less things to concern ourselves with in this world. Your fine there is nothing wrong with you keep doing what you want to be doing I know you love it. And it will lead to a happy life that is fulfilling.


Well thats enough BS from an ex so Im going to get back to the stack of papers in front of me and wish you the best of timnes again . later

James
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:iconmacawnivore:
*macawnivore May 26, 2008  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks Hon for the kind words.

I just feel more pissed off in general. I know I've always had a short temper but its getting to the point where everything annoys me and I don't want to be like that. :/
Thats what I get for being Korean, Irish and German, the three most pissed off/hot tempered races ever. D:
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:iconmaningreen:
Well If I remember right you did have a short fuse but you also were the easiest person I ever made smile. As far as everything annoying you it never stops its how we deal with the annoyances by either letting them get to us or finding ways to get over them. You\'ll do just fine but I gotta be going again gimme a call sometime if your ever needing someone to scream at lately thats what everyone else has been doing. number is still the sme if ya still have it. or if you have xbox live my gt is still tokibunny.

Later Michelle and remember to smile it is your best feature.
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:iconkoricthegreat:
MAAAN! Those Bios are awsome! everybody who runs into you gets there face slapped in a comic! they betta watch themselves!!! (I have only played MH with 3 other people)

And about those random thoughts. I dont even know what ta say. I think Baka Saru said it all! (I feel late)
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:iconhellrace:
ow yeah, i just bought a GW-US54Mini2 ^_^ wii, i think i can now play in Xlink kai @.@ so, what time do you guys usually play? ^_^ can i play with you guys?
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*macawnivore May 24, 2008  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh haha, I stopped playing last November when my Wifi max exploded. :(
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:iconhellrace:
it explodes @.@ awts, what bummer @.@ owell, i'll try to play with other people then >w< hope they will welcome a newbie like me >w< but still, it saddens me that i can't play with a pro like you >w<
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~crabkiller May 24, 2008  Student General Artist
bios are cool
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:iconexcelryu:
Yeah every one of has changed through the courses o life. That is what makes us better. We keep changing as we get experience. You didn't changed. You just grew up. You have become your true self.
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